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so, I could use a lot of prayer. I am relapsing. What its about I cannot say. I just need all the prayer I could get.

God, help me. you know my struggles and thoughts. help me to control them and help them to be thoughts that please you. I love you. :) amen.

oh sigh...

Today is hard... My self esteem is down the tubes. Oh well. Tomorrow is a new day.

Thank you, Lord, for giving me another day to live and glorify you. :)

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If I had a theme song, this would be it...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aENY16Mjw6k&feature=related

I love the band and this song.... Fireflies is a really great song too. :)

Happy Thanksgiving, Everyone!!!!!

Praise the Lord! Oh give thanks to the Lord, for He is good. For His mercy endures forever.

Enter into His gates with thanksgiving and into His courts with praise! Be thankful to Him and bless His name!

Today is a day of thanksgiving. What are you thankful for today?

Sigh..

Tomorrow I leave for the armpit of California.... wahoo. Am I excited about this? yes and no. I get to see my sister again, but I have to play gross games. No Bueno... But, I am trying to make the best of this experiance... :) So Lord, keep me positive and help me have a good time! Help me not to think of people back at home and keep me, CeeCee and my mom safe as we drive. I love you alot, God. Amen.

Thought of the Day

God, thank you for a wonderful day. You have given me such a blessed life and I mostly take it for granted... Help me to remember that you are the one who gave me life and to thank you for it every day.

curiosity...

Anonymous, who are you?

Thought of the Day

Matthew 6:34
'Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.'

Heck, I'm not worried about tomorrow... I'm worried about the entire week! There is so much stuff going on. Basketball, babysitting, school, socialization... All that plus other things I want to do that I haven't been told whether I can do or not. But I have to remember to leave it in God's hands. Because if its meant to be, it will happen. I just really hope it does happen. And there I go again. Worrying about it... Lord, help me to give it to you and take nothing back!

About that last post...

It was brought to my attention that in my last post it sounded like I was saying I gossiped alot. Let me correct this. I only talk about experiances I've had with that person. For Example, I talked to person A on friday night and we got into an argument. On saturday I might go to person B, whom I trust completely, and tell he/she about that argument. I get all my anger out of my system, and then I am able to return to person A and speak calmly to them. I try to never gossip. I only let out my frustrations to people that I know don't mind.

Thought of the Day

Proverbs 11:13
'A talebearer reveals secrets, But he who is of a faithful spirit conceals a matter.'

There are a lot of things in life I can't stand, but this one might be the top one. I don't like it when I tell someone something in the strictest confidence and then find out through someone else that the confidant has told everyone and their mother about it. Especially when I'm talking to person A about person B and then person B comes to me and says, person A told me this! well, person A, I told you that and you weren't supposed to tell anyone and you knew that. I have found it harder and harder to trust people. There are few I trust and it takes a while to earn my trust. I want to be the person anyone can come to and not have to worry about me leaking their problems/annoyances/rantings to everyone else.

Thought of the Day

Psalm 33:18
'But the eyes of the Lord are on those who fear Him, on those whose hope is in His unfailing love.'

Boy did I need to read that. God is watching over me because I have hope in His unfailing love! He gives me hope every day through His word. I just have to remember to look there. His love is expressed everywhere! Any book of the Bible you turn to, His love and mercy is there. You just have to take the time to read it. I tend to believe the lie, 'I have no time during my day!' Well, how about all those times I'm bored so I just pop onto the computer? I have plenty of time. I just waste it on this stupid box.

Some days I wish God would smack me upside the head.....